Why the hell do I want a Blog ??
Well, I am a very confused man these days. I dont know what I want out of life. I am not sure as to what I want to do, want to achieve, want to dream of... I have tried many a time to come to terms with myself, but only in vain.
I know I have a future, but I dont what the hell it looks like. People say that I can shape my future, but I dont know how. Even if I know, I dont know what should be the shape. I can become an excellent software developer, a successful entrepreneur, a provocative writer or something else. But I just dont know what I WANT to become.
And talking of my present, I said that I am confused. But at the same time, I am a pretty happy man. I dont have any serious problems in life, apart from the fact that I am confused. I think I can continue on in this state for quite sometime because I am happy and I can endure the confusion. Basically, there is no strong urge from within to change my life. And when I look out, I see lots and lots of people like me - confused, but not ready to change their life. Some of them are even disillusioned and depressed with life, but continue in the same state, as if obeying Newton's second law.
And above all this confusion, I now want to have a blog for myself. I dont know why and I cant imagine myself getting too much out this. I hope the readers can throw some light (or something) on how I can use this blog to fight my confusion.
Sumanth
I know I have a future, but I dont what the hell it looks like. People say that I can shape my future, but I dont know how. Even if I know, I dont know what should be the shape. I can become an excellent software developer, a successful entrepreneur, a provocative writer or something else. But I just dont know what I WANT to become.
And talking of my present, I said that I am confused. But at the same time, I am a pretty happy man. I dont have any serious problems in life, apart from the fact that I am confused. I think I can continue on in this state for quite sometime because I am happy and I can endure the confusion. Basically, there is no strong urge from within to change my life. And when I look out, I see lots and lots of people like me - confused, but not ready to change their life. Some of them are even disillusioned and depressed with life, but continue in the same state, as if obeying Newton's second law.
And above all this confusion, I now want to have a blog for myself. I dont know why and I cant imagine myself getting too much out this. I hope the readers can throw some light (or something) on how I can use this blog to fight my confusion.
Sumanth
2 Comments:
At July 27, 2004 at 6:12 AM,
Sumanth said…
Hmm, I cant understand why U need to be a provocative writer to have a successful s/w career. I cant understand why your writing abilities are required here.
Are u saying that its required to write good business plans?
At July 12, 2005 at 9:59 PM,
Mahesh said…
It is ok not to know everything. If you know this, then you won't be happy because you don't know something.
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